Am I

Am I Falling,

Or Am I Standing Still?

Am I In One Place,

Or Am I In A Million?

Am I Insane,

Or Am I Just Crazy?

Am I In A Daze,

Or Am I Not?

Am I Rushing A Little,

Or Am I Taking It A Little Slow?

Am I Really This Helpless,

Or Am I Strong?

Am I Really Being Me,

Or Am I Just Being Real?

Lost Soul

I feel like I'm trapped sometimes.

I feel lost. Like I have no where else to go.

No one else to turn to...just there...alone.

It's like I'm a lost soul. Not knowing what's to come.

Surrounded in guilt and shame. 

Locked away for who knows how long.

With no one around but myself & my fears surrounding me...

With the ghosts of my past haunting my every move...

Leaving me to suffer this miserable pain alone.

I can't take this anymore. 

I can't handle it...

I'm nothing.

But a lost soul.

Waiting to bee freed.

But by whom??

Who will be there??

Who'll find me?

Who even truly cares?

Where's my way out?

Can anyone hear me calling?

I'm here...waiting...

For My Lost Soul To Be Found.

When it all comes to...I don't think it really matters.

When it all comes to...I don't think it really matters.
I can try so hard to make people see.
But every one seems to be so damn blind.
Every one seems to not have the slightest care in the world.


My past is over. It's time to move on to my future.
As long as I pay as much attention to my present.
But I can't. Everything's not the same.
I can't stay in one place for too long. I'll go crazy.


I want to go somewhere far away sometimes.
I want to run as far as i can without stopping.
Like I used to do when i was little.
But I'm frozen in place.


I want him to see me for me.
But he seems so far away.
I doubt he even notices me.
For who I really am.


But when it all comes to...
I don't think it really matters...
Every one seems to be so damn blind...
When it comes to me trying to be me...