Poisoning of the Mind

i feel like my mind is poisoned

like someone else is in control of what i think

i feel like there isn't much to do

i'm helpless and don't know what to do

i feel like screaming at the top of my lungs

but no words leave my lips.

it's a poisoning of the mind,

self controlled,

self centered.

Doing Better

I'm Doing Better Today
Than I Was Yesterday.


I'm Doing Better Now,
Than I Ever Was Then.


You May Have Torn Me Down
It Only Helped Me Stand Stronger Than Before.


Now I Need To Keep Looking Forward.
Now I Need To Keep Moving On.


Letting Go Of Everything In The Past
Holding On To Everything The Future Holds.


I'm Doing Better Today,
Than I Was Yesterday <3

You Are, Who You Are

It's better to stand out, than to try and fit in.
Fitting in makes you something you're not.
It Changes You.
Be WHO You are
Not What EVERYONE Else Wants You To Be.

You Are You:
Beautiful, Smart, Talented, Special, Amazing.
The List Goes On and On.

Why Try To Be Something Different
Than Who You've Become Today?
Why Try To be Something You're Not
Just To Make Other's Happy?

Why Even Bother?

You Are, Who You are
And No One Has A Say In That.
Just You, And Only You.

So, All You Girls and Boys
Who Are Trying To Fit In
And Act Like You're Someone You
Truly Are Not.

Stop And Ask Yourself,
"What Will They Think If I Be Just Me?"
You Might Think They Wont Like The Real You,
And Fake It Anyway.

AND

If You Do That, You'll Never Know
If They'll Accept You For YOU.

SO

Try It Anyway.
What's There To Lose?
You Being Mocked And Laughed At?
Judged For Liking What You Like?

If They Can't Accept You For You,
Then They Aren't Worth Being Friends With.

Sometimes

Sometimes I wonder what life would be like if I didn't go through all that I went through. How different I would be due to that. I doubt anyone would be who they are today if it weren't for what they had to overcome throughout their life, or what they will come to in their future. How we handle each situation defines who we are. Does it not? Is it simply how we overcome the obstacles in our path? Or simply how our actions take upon each decision? Or is it all just the same? 

No Matter

No Matter Where Life Takes Or Leads You. 

No Matter Who You Meet. 

No Matter How MAny Times You Fall In Love. 

No Matter How Many Times Your Heart Get's Broken. 

No Matter How Many Times You Fall To The Ground. 

Take A Deep Breath And Look Up To See Whose There 

To Help You Get Back Up To Your Feet. 

Get Up And Dust Yourself Off. 

No One Wnts To Live In The Past Yet 

There Are Those Who Still Do, 

And No One Waits For Them Or 

Deals With What Went Down Then. 

The Past Is The Past. 

It's Gone And Over With. 

The futures Just A Day Away And The Now Is The Present.

Wish I Didn't Miss Him

Sometimes I Wish I Didn't Miss Him
Each Night I Toss And Turn

My Heart Feels Empty
As A Darkness Reveals.

It Doesn't Seem To Matter
Or Process Through

He's Living His Life
I'm Living Mine.

In My Heart I'll Always Love Him,
Weather He Does Or Not, I'd Never Know.


Life Is Filled With Love
Life Is Filled With Heartbreak.

How We Handle It
Defines Who We Are.

It's How We Learn From It
Helps Us Grow <3

My Opinion On Child Abuse

Now, I don't know who reads this, One thing I need to make clear is that I am saying nothing but my own opinion on what I think child abuse is and the signs they would give off due to my own personal experience, which I'm not going to go into.

What do children mean to you? Are they just a nuisance? Or are they a symbol of joy and happiness? To me, a child is someone that needs to be treasured, not everybody is capable to bring a child into this world. Sometimes, the wrong people bring children into this world and mistreat them. There are many forms of child abuse. There's verbal, physical, mental, emotional, and even sexual. There are many signs in a child's behavior that could point to them being abused. Like flinching when someone makes a fast sudden movement like raising their hand up. To them being extremely quite and not wanting to get involved in anything. Or you wont even be able to tell at all because they'd try to hide it by acting like it's not even happening. Sometimes they'd be able to speak up for themselves, others would be to scared to, they'd let the fear of being hurt even more and keep to themselves, not knowing that it'd end up being the death of them. Fear, eats people alive. To overcome a fear, can be challenging, especially for a child. The signs are all there. You just need to learn what to look for.

Abuse goes in cycles, starting from childhood. Children learn from the adults they're surrounded by and pick up the littlest things, the bad things and think it's ok to act that way. Children are so fragile and open minded, willing to learn and wanting to know what everything and anything is. Children are what makes the next generation. If you want the world to be better, keep violence out of a child's life and teach them right from wrong the correct way. Don't yell or beat them, cause they'll only think that it's ok to do that with their kids in the future. Sometimes people can break out of that abusive cycle they were brought into and that right there is a huge start, breaking that cycle.

I'm against Child Abuse. I always have been, and I always will be.