It Doesn't Matter

It doesn't matter does it? As time goes by and questions remain unanswered. Who'll be the one to take away all the pain and frustration? Who'll be the one who you know deep inside you can trust? Who you can rely on no matter what...
So who'll be there to save you in your time of need? Who'll be there when you have no one? It's not the matter of God being there. Does He even truly exist? Who am I to even ask such a question some people would surely look down on and protest. But. Who is He in terms of reality?