It doesn't matter. Does it? If you can give your all to someone and just walk away. You never loved them to begin with. The one that held true in the relationship is the one screaming to be heard by the other. But they wont listen. They are either trying to put it behind or have moved on. Not even a single explanation. It leaves you lost in a depression that only you and time can heal and get over. You can wish and hope and pray for them to realize the mistake they made and to come back. But they wont. Not unless they truly did love you. There's that saying; "If you truly love someone, then you need to let them go. If they don't come back they weren't yours to begin with. If they do come back they were and will always be yours" or something like that i guess. But what if you can't let someone you love go? What if you came to a point where you can't even think straight and you forget everything and can't even sleep or eat or even breathe? You feel like you're nothing but an empty shell without them? What are you supposed to do? Fight back the tears. Pretend you're ok when all you want to do is cry and scream at the top of your lungs? Pray to whatever god there is for the pain to end and for everything to go back to how it was before?
When it comes to. You have to at least try to move on. Even when you feel you can't and that it's impossible. I know I can't. I know it's impossible for me. I fell. And I fell hard. And it's a long way up. I can't do it by myself.
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