Control

I Shouldn't Let You Control Me,
The Way I Do...
It Seems No Matter How Far
No Matter Whom I'm With.
The Thought Of You Creeps Into My Mind.
Pushing Me And Pushing Me.
Creeping Up In The Shadows,
Though You Remain Nowhere Near.
You're Voice Rings In My Ears.
Begging To Go On.
Driving The Very Being Of My Soul Out.
Leaving Me broken And Heartless.
Leaving Me In Shame And Misery.

You Said It Would Get Better.
You Said The Pain Would Go Away,
But It's Still There.
Itching At My Very Core To Rush Out
And Destroy Everything I Care About.

Why? Why Me? Why This?
Why Was It You Chose The Cowards Way Out?
Leaving Behind Someone More Fragile Than She Was When You Met Her?