Sunday, November 6, 2011

Claustrophobic

Sometimes I feel like no one can hear me.
I'll be screaming at the top of my lungs.
But all they do is crowd around me and talk louder. I
end up feeling claustrophobic...
i end up feeling like I don't matter to the world...
all I am is a grain of sand...not important...
I'm not worthy of anything.
I'm nothing.
I feel nothing but claustrophobic...suffocated.
I feel like crying because there's nothing else I can do.
I'm trapped in a world if pain and misery.
Haunted by the demons I was cursed with so many years ago...staying claustrophobic.
Will I ever wake up from this nightmare and come back to reality?
Or am I doomed for eternity?