Thursday, November 15, 2012

Dear X-Best Friend.

You were once my best friend.
And even though you supposidly aren't anymore...
I still talk about you all the time.
I still wear the stuff you got me.
I still go through all the pictures
And watch that video of you singing
7 things I hate about you by miley cyrus.

Even though you hate me
And want me forever out of your life..
I miss you like crazy and wish you were here!

Let me get one thing accross,
I never lied to you.
I was immature on telling you
Something that happened in the past.
And the way it came to your attention
Was...well fucked up.

You know how I am,
I wont say shit to someone
Whose more than pissed.

Hopefully someday this will all blow over
And you'll realize that I never intended on hurting you.

I know you said that I never cared about you,
Yet you have no idea how many times I've stood up to you.

All this was was one big missunderstanding
And bad timing. Still it doesn't change anything.

I'll always feel you deserve someone wayy better than him.

And you, my dear friend, should know me better than to
Jump to conclusions. You know me better than I know myself.

I'll always wish for the best for you,
And for you to ALWAYS be happy.

You should know that.

You may block me out of your life all you want,
I wont do that in return.

And before you pull the bs card.

Think a moment.
Close your eyes,
Take a deep breath

And focus on what you
Want to know.

Love you always and forever,
--Despite any and all arguments and fights, I'll be there when you need me.