My Dear Friend It's Been A While.

A million things come to mind. But how I say it, hardly ever comes out right.

My dear Friend it's been a while,
The last time I called to you I was just a child.
I'm not who I was then,

But an empty shell now.
Growing in a lingering pain,
Of mortal sin.

Who am I?
What am I?

But a human being,
A lost soul waiting
To be found.

My dear Friend it's been a while,
The last time I called to you I was just a child.
Scared and alone with nowhere to go,
No one to comfort me and dry my tears.
I screamed for you in question,
Wondering constantly 'why me?'

You brought me to where I am today,
Yet I find myself still in question.
Knowing you are here,
Yet questioning who you really are.

Just a Dream

I had a dream that I was wrapped in your arms.
I had a dream that everything was how it used to be.

But it was just a dream.

I had a dream that I was lost.
I had a dream of how I used to be.

But it was just a dream.

No One Knows

No One Knows

The Secrest I Hold,

The Terrors I Hide.

 

No One Hears Me

Crying Out,

Screaming And Fighting

 

For My Own Sanity,

Losing Myself

In The Dark.

 

Wanting To Let Go

Wanting To Run

And Never Look Back.

 

It's All Gone

So Far Ahead

With Nothing.

 

Lost In A World

That Makes No Sense

Where All Is Lost.

 

No One Knows

The Secrets I Hold,

The Terrors I Hide.

There's a girl standing still,

Waiting for love to save her,

Hanging by a thread

Losing her way

Screaming at the top of her lungs.

No one hears her

No one see's her

No one cares about her.

Fading quickly

Time is passing

She cries. She dies.

Blackened by fear

Of never being seen,

For all she is 

Pure, yet evil.

Darkness overpowering,

The light overhead

Only one can get through.

Yet no one cares

To let him through

Not ever knowing

TRUTH

I'm Lost In A World

I'm lost in a world
That makes no sense.
Where love is blind,
Where all is forgotten.

I'm lost in a world
Where death is welcomed
Comforting those who
Are lost in despair.

I'm fighting my way
Out of this world
Losing myself
In his touch..

Forgetting reality
Lost in a daydream
Loving nothing more
Than just him.