Sunday, March 25, 2012

You're That Stage In Life.

You're That Stage In Life,
I Want To Forget, But
No Matter How Hard I Try
No Matter How Hard I Fight
Each Time I Try
I Die Inside.

You're That Stage In Life,

That Makes Everything Perfect.
That Makes Everything New,
That Makes Everything Exciting,
That Makes Everything Make Sense.

You're That Stage In Life,

That's Like A Thrilling Adventure.

But You're No Longer A Stage In Life.

Not In Mine Anymore At Least.
You're Just A Memory That's
Slowly Fading Away,
And Taking My Breath Away As It Goes.
As It Continues To Fade.

I'm Not Giving In.

I'm Not Giving Up.
I'm Not Letting Go.

I'm Falling To Pieces.

I'm Fading With The Memories
That Seem Like A Dream.

I'm Back To Reality,

Where Nothing Has Ever Changed.
Where My Life Is Still Dull And Boring.
Where I Pretend To Be Someone I'm Not
And Hide Behind A Mask Refusing To Let Anyone In.

It's Who I Was Before You,

It's Who I'll Continue To Be
Now That You're Gone.
Leaving Me With No Reason
To Stay The Same,
To Stay Who You Knew Me As.

You're That Stage In Life

I Wish I Could Forget.
I Wish I Could Let Go Of.
I Wish Never Happened.

Before You I Had Built A Wall,

Not To Block Anyone Out,
But To See Who Loves Me Enough
To Climb Over It.
To See Who Loves Me Enough To 
Fight Their Way Through.

I Let My Guard Down With You.

I Took Off The Mask I Always Wore.
I Let You In.  Just You. Only You.

Now I'm Left Fading Away 
From The Light.
Now I'm Lost In 
The Dark.
Back Where I Was
Long Before You.

And You Were Nothing
But A Stage In My Life.
A Distant Memory
That's Fading Away
With Everything I Once Was
And Will Never Again Be.

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Happy St.. Patrick's Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy St. Patrick's Day Everybody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
I Hope Y'all Enjoy Every Moment Of Today And That Y'all Are Wearing Green!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;)

Saturday, March 10, 2012

My Heart Is Broken.

My Heart Is Broken.
But I Have To Go On
And Be Someone New Now.

I Lost Myself In Believing
The Promises You Made.

I Lost Myself In Something
That Wouldn't Ever Last.

You're Gone And Moving On.
I'm Still Here Standing Still..
Waiting For A Reason To Breathe,

There's A Reason Why I Never Let Anyone In.
Why I Let You In, I Will Never Know.

There's A Reason Why I Don't Let People See
 Me For Who I Really Am.
And I Let You In Completely
And You Met The Girl No One Knows Me As.

Now I'm Going Back To Hiding Behind A Mask.
Only To Protect Myself From Hurting
By A Broken Heart.

I Used To Say You Can't Break Something
That's Already Broken.
Yet, You Managed To Piece Me Back Together
Only To Break Me More Than I Was To Begin With.